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Hi, Kenji here.
Today marks the start of what I consider a nightmare. One year ago, around this date, I started to have imsomnia, panic attacks and suicidal thoughts. My family didn't know what was happening with me, so they contacted many doctors, even they forced me to be in an evangelic church, where it turned worse my situation.

After the panic attacks, deppression was escalating so fast. I tried to do the activities I liked to do as drawing, going outside, eat. I didn't have appetite for long time and I was being also clumsy in cook, thing that I can manage well.

Then I tried to commit suicide taking a Levpromaizine overdose.…

...But I just got sleepy for 3 days...

After 4-5 months without any result and being more time locked myself in my room, I found a better psychiatrist who started a slow but effective treatment. That threatment consists in make me realizing how worth I am.

Then I discover Jesus is my savior and Jeohva is love.Still agnostic, but desperated in my depression, I looked for religious alternatives but is not the case. It was better and effective, simply because I was doing what other people say for do to others and not what I must to do for myself.

Today I was talking with my sister (ok, we started to argue, then we cried and later started a calmed conversation). She was also depressed three months after me. Then we realized we share the same atributes: being not social, shy and dependent in our childhood.
And that after having a panic attack.

It was one year after that. Is not fair to celebrate something that was close to lead me to the death, I know.

Is a reminder for not fall again into despair.
  • Mood: Neutral
  • Listening to: Me dan ataques de panico
  • Reading: a veces, pero ya estoy dandome
  • Watching: cuenta de lo mucho que valgo
  • Playing: ...ahora tengo que hacer
  • Eating: algo con lo del tabaco...
  • Drinking: y hacer ejercicio...


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The two letters of my tag line
Artist | Professional | Varied
Current Residence: Bogokat City, Locombia
Print preference: Canvas, Puzzles, poster
Favourite genre of music: Jpop, 80's pop
Favourite style of art: Traditional, digital
Operating System: Windows
Wallpaper of choice: Anime, Manga, Furry
Favourite cartoon character: T-Bone (SWAT Kats)
Personal Quote: "石の上に3年。中妄想! キュアーケンジ!"
I do commissions, point commissions and trades.
I don't do requests
I don't draw MLP theme and Sonic, don't ask me to do them!
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Zigwolf Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thanks for the fave!
LAKenji Featured By Owner 17 hours ago  Professional General Artist
You're welcome
BLANCO12ANGG Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2014  Student Artist
hola de nuevo y gracias por el fav :D
LAKenji Featured By Owner 17 hours ago  Professional General Artist
de nada, sigue dibujando asi de chevere.
BLANCO12ANGG Featured By Owner 16 hours ago  Student Artist
hehehe gracias y tu igual
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